Inasmuch as I’d like to keep my Tumblr positive, I cannot continue looking at the light without eventually hurting my eyes.
None of this is easy. Never will I be numb to sugarcoated words and painful circumstances.
I am distracted and grateful. Grateful that I will not face reality for a while.. But it’s creeping in now. It is definitely sinking in.
The truth is that everything breaks and cannot be mended. It’s either you become something better or something worse. How do you fix something worse?
That’s what scares me the most.