I’m not very good with circles yet……….

I’m not very good with circles yet……….

Heart on my Sleeve.
I’d like to say I’ve always gravitated towards interesting people. (This is not to say that everyone else is boring hahahaha) I find so much sincerity in what they do. They’re just so..real. Many times I end up appreciating them from afar. Not because I’m intimidated or shy to talk with them, but simply because I have nothing to say.
It’s actually very easy for me to talk with random people, as long as I know what to say or what we’re talking about. Many times I’ve been told that I sound too nice. I should get some balls. I should demand more. I should straighten my tone. I should develop a poker face. I can’t sound like I’m begging or asking for favors or what. Then, when I do get serious, I’m asked if I have problems, if I need a break or if I’m feeling sick. I’ve heard people say that I have attitude problems or that I feel entitled.
What the f*%$#^& hell. I tell you this - I will act entitled if I know I f%#@$&* deserve respect. Or because I worked hard for it. On my own.
I’ve always been told never to be vulnerable. Control my emotions. Master the art of not caring. Sensitivity is linked with femininity. Emotion is equated to weakness. If it ever became your strength, it was probably because you’ve mastered the art of manipulation - appealing to pity and sentimentality to your advantage. 
I understand that there will always be people who won’t appreciate you. You won’t ever match everyone’s standards. I get that. What I don’t get is that liars end up more appreciated than honest people. 
This is a rant. Although I do not want to sound abrasive, I can’t just not do anything about this anymore.
HELLO YOU. THE REASON I AM NOT FLUFFY AND LIGHTHEADED WITH YOU IS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE NOT A NICE PERSON. YOU ARE ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE WHO KILL MY LIGHT AND ENERGY EVEN DURING MY HAPPIEST DAYS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU HAVE VESTED INTERESTS, YOU STEP ON PEOPLE AND YOU FAKE FRIENDSHIPS. I HOPE YOU FIND HAPPINESS IN DOING WHAT YOU DO, IN ALL THE PEOPLE YOU FIND ATTENTION IN, IN CLAIMING IDEAS AS YOUR OWN AND IN PRAISING YOUR OWN ACCOMPLISHMENTS. I HOPE YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND WORKED SO HARD FOR. 
You know I’m not like you and you’ll never be like me. I know what you said and continue to say about me. I do not want to change you. I wish you real happiness because real happiness is infectious. I would like my tumblr to remain positive. Thank you very much.

Heart on my Sleeve.

I’d like to say I’ve always gravitated towards interesting people. (This is not to say that everyone else is boring hahahaha) I find so much sincerity in what they do. They’re just so..real. Many times I end up appreciating them from afar. Not because I’m intimidated or shy to talk with them, but simply because I have nothing to say.

It’s actually very easy for me to talk with random people, as long as I know what to say or what we’re talking about. Many times I’ve been told that I sound too nice. I should get some balls. I should demand more. I should straighten my tone. I should develop a poker face. I can’t sound like I’m begging or asking for favors or what. Then, when I do get serious, I’m asked if I have problems, if I need a break or if I’m feeling sick. I’ve heard people say that I have attitude problems or that I feel entitled.

What the f*%$#^& hell. I tell you this - I will act entitled if I know I f%#@$&* deserve respect. Or because I worked hard for it. On my own.

I’ve always been told never to be vulnerable. Control my emotions. Master the art of not caring. Sensitivity is linked with femininity. Emotion is equated to weakness. If it ever became your strength, it was probably because you’ve mastered the art of manipulation - appealing to pity and sentimentality to your advantage. 

I understand that there will always be people who won’t appreciate you. You won’t ever match everyone’s standards. I get that. What I don’t get is that liars end up more appreciated than honest people. 

This is a rant. Although I do not want to sound abrasive, I can’t just not do anything about this anymore.

HELLO YOU. THE REASON I AM NOT FLUFFY AND LIGHTHEADED WITH YOU IS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE NOT A NICE PERSON. YOU ARE ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE WHO KILL MY LIGHT AND ENERGY EVEN DURING MY HAPPIEST DAYS BECAUSE I KNOW YOU HAVE VESTED INTERESTS, YOU STEP ON PEOPLE AND YOU FAKE FRIENDSHIPS. I HOPE YOU FIND HAPPINESS IN DOING WHAT YOU DO, IN ALL THE PEOPLE YOU FIND ATTENTION IN, IN CLAIMING IDEAS AS YOUR OWN AND IN PRAISING YOUR OWN ACCOMPLISHMENTS. I HOPE YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT AND WORKED SO HARD FOR. 

You know I’m not like you and you’ll never be like me. I know what you said and continue to say about me. I do not want to change you. I wish you real happiness because real happiness is infectious. I would like my tumblr to remain positive. Thank you very much.

I’ve never been so out of my comfort zone til now. It’s so difficult not having control. I’ve let go of so much.

So have my hands.

I’ve never been so out of my comfort zone til now. It’s so difficult not having control. I’ve let go of so much.

So have my hands.

BTS: Smoke and Mirrors

Remember this post?:)

It finally got published in You Are What You Wear in commemoration of the fourth of July!

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(Screenshot from Adrian G.)

Got to work with the amazing Adrian G., Jeff G. and Jandra B. again <3 I am always in awe seeing what they produce!

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I also got to work with Mannix C. for the first time. He’s super OC with his work. It’s impeccable :)

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Also got to work with Ciarra dR. and Krsytle A. :) 

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We got to work with Sam A. for around six or  five sets (If I remember correctly) and he was super nice!! :)

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(Photo by Adrian G.)

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(Photo by Adrian G.)

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(Photo by Adrian G.)

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(Photo by Adrian G.)

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(Photo by Adrian G.)

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Photography: Adrian Gonzales 

Styling: Jeff Galang

Hair: Jandra Babiera

Grooming: Mannix Arboleda Carancho

Production Design: Nadine Cabe and Ciarra Del Rosario

Lighting Assistant: JR Sala of M Studios

Shoot Assistant: Krystle Arellano

Model: Sam Ajdani of PMAP


Went on a photo walk (hike, actually) to celebrate dad’s birthday in advance - San Mateo, Rizal (06/29/2013)

Newest obsession: Dragonflies <3

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